how many of it is true?

all is sweet talk, all is nonsense, why i still stick with him? why am i still believe him? i really not understand. i still hope that what he told me is truth am i still cheating myself? actually how much is true and how many of is is just sweet talk and lie?

actually is correct or wrong my decision?

i am doing the right thing? i really dont know. what i doing wrong till always not meet the right person? is that love a person is wrong? am i not suit to love or am i dont know how to love?